I hesitate to even answer this, as I've seen so much abuse lately.
What I would say is don't go looking for a teacher. What I would encourage is that you slowly find in-person friends and family and community you can discuss these things with. Anyone, no matter how well spoken of they are by acquaintances or strangers on the Internet, could turn out not to be who they say they are. Or they could be who they say they are, but not have your well-being as a priority. Also, religious and spiritual growth happens in community.
The only reason I don't say "go looking for a community" is you can also find groups of deluded folks following a predator.
I would suggest lots of prayer and reading and listening to your heart and mind when you meet new people. Take it slow, and don't expect "the teacher" to ever appear. People who are "looking for a teacher" quite often find a predator to fill that void.
But if you slowly build up a solid network of people you can trust, over time, something may work out eventually.
More thoughts, later:
I also want to stress that, in addition to being community-based, spirituality and religion are culturally-based. The big difference between traditional ways and the nuage is that nuage approaches tend to think the culture doesn't matter, that it's all "techniques" that can be isolated and homogenized into a one-size-fits-all approach, where spirits and powers from different cultures are all reduced to psychological constructs, commandable archetypes (or psychic pets).
I would suggest looking into who your ancestors are, and asking them for guidance. Many of the old European ways that include visionary practices are about connecting with the ancestors. Look into the ways of those related to you. No one is without ancestors and history. The most important thing is to be patient. I know what it's like to have experiences that the people around you don't understand. In my quest to understand my experiences, I explored many things that led me far away from where I started. And during some of those explorations I got taken in by predators.
We all like to hear how special and spiritual and talented we are, but be very wary of anyone who doesn't know you well telling you how special and spiritual you are. Seriously. That's how I got taken in, and those who are looking to exploit have learned what buttons to push, especially if you are feeling isolated and lonely and needing of reassurance.
The best thing for me was to get back to my roots and the ways of my own ancestors, and there I found treasures no one else's ancestors or ways could have given me, because the ways of others weren't mine to inherit.
