Willow, thanks for the apology. It´s accepted.
I had a hunch that it was all about the book. I´ve heard it so many times that I can´t really be bothered any more. The interesting thing is that I haven´t had one bad comment from Native people about it - not even Natives surfing in on the site and not really knowing me that well. It is amazing how all the non-Natives telling me off happen to know how Natives feel about this book...
When I was in the middle of working with the book I did have some kind of panic attack about how the spotlight would end up on me instead of the people who should have all the attention - the Native writers. So I shared my concern with the writers. 70% gave me loads of support and told me to carry on, the other 30% gave me a real good whack! Basically saying "Stop whining and go out there and do what you have to do!"
(THANKS for that whack, it worked wonders...!)
So what you call "promoting her work" on the site - yeah, what´s the point in making a book that doesn´t get sold?? Or the DVD - maybe that´s included in "my work", too? What made you think that the writers wouldn´t let me know if they disapproved of my work?
Oh, the interview - geez, forgot it was up there - I posted it for two reasons: I got so dead tired of replying over and over again to the same questions about the book, so I thought it would be easier to give them a link and let them read themselves. The interview was made by a journalist for publication in a monthly magazine. She sent the interview to me but then decided not to publish it for some - at that time - obscure reason. When I bought the magazine there was this photo of a Swedish lady doing ceremonies with an eagle feather and talking about Wakan Tanka and a lot of other crap. So I gathered she thought the book was about ceremonies...but not the way she wanted. So it was also a kind of protest to post it on the site. Anyway, it doesn´t fill any purpose any more....
Well, again, I appreciate the apology and there are no hard feelings , I just get tired on and off for having to explain or defend myself for having made and promoted that book. Can´t say I didn´t expect it coming, though....
Annika