I find myself at a loss as to why anyone would want to educate me on my own spiral path
You sound like you believe you can just make stuff up and that makes it "yours" and somehow valid. That's not how real cultures function. That's how newage frauds, plastic shamans, and people who play make-believe think. You speak like a newage fantasist.
but OK I'll play along.
We're not "playing."
After all I come here requesting to learn.
It's not clear what you want to learn. All you've done is be insulting to those who've tried to help you stop spreading misinformation. Those who spread ahistorical fantasies like you are doing just look like fools to actual ceremonial people and cultural preservationists.
You said you wanted to learn to be an ally. You can't be anyone's ally if when you spread false history, and are corrected, you respond with defensiveness, insults, and then just double down on the silly misinformation. You need to learn how to interact with respect and humility ("honor and humility, truth and compassion", eh?). If you can't accept when you've made mistakes, and then correct those mistakes and make amends for them, you will never be able to work with those from other cultures to undo the harm people like you have done.
This is your last warning about this behaviour before we take away your posting access.
I have done some research trying with living Celtic culture , modern Celtic culture, modern celts, , and I am not finding how I am causing harm to Celtic people. Pleaded advise.
Then clearly you didn't look very deeply, or even read the links provided on this forum. No one is here to be your private, unpaid tutor. We can't force you to understand if you are so invested in your self-aggrandizing fantasies that you will reject historical fact and the lived experience of the traditional people you insult.