This URL will take you to the forum of
www.indianer-web.de where Cloud has been discussed:
http://www.forumromanum.de/member/forum/forum.php?action=ubb_show&entryid=1094056167&mainid=1094056167&USER=user_288051&threadid=2Below are a few entries by persons having been taught by Cloud:
Jens, Feb 25 2006, 14:20
"If you happen to know it all, then I'd recommend you to talk to Ben and Katja Cloud personally. What's written can't be taken back.To be projudiced is one thing, but I read in your comments that you are against prejudice, clichees and exploitation. What a pity! [sic!] I'm politically active, too (Society for Endangered Peoples) and was invited to visit the Crow Agensy [sic], was in the Crow's environment and with the Larsen [sic] Medicinhorse family.
If you want to comment, be factual.
One can do much damage with such things.
Jens"
[I presume this is the same young man who calls himself an 'auhtorized'
sweatlodge leader, a sun dancer, and pipe carrier and maintains the site
mentioned in my above posting.]
Carmen
Mar 16, 2006, 16:48
"Hey, you [...], which institution did you escape from?
In your profile, there's the wise proverb never to judge a person before you walked in their mocassins. You should keep that in mind! [...] What you and other wannabe shamans say here is nothing but speculation and, as far as your conversation with Ben is concerned, pure lie!!! Why don't you contact Ben and his wife personally instead of putting your trash up in the internet?
[...] People like you are simply ill and should wear dunce caps so that everybody knows.
No harm meant.
I have known Ben and his wife for years and know that the facts are completely different."
Carmen
Mar 16, 2006 , 17:36
[This refers to a posting by a German living in the USA who is married to an
ndn participating in the Two Dog sund dances. She said that the Two Dog
dances strictly exclude non-natives and that she knows this because her
husband participated in these.]
"Hi T...,
great you say yourself you don't know 'these people' and to leave a judgment of them to 'the natives'. That's so true, although some of the busybodies in this forum go out of their way and pass judgements by the minute.
To get to the facts: the Rick Two Dog sun dance at Pine Ridge rez hasn't got anything to do with the sun dance of Medicinehorse Larson [sic] at the Crow rez. Despite this, Ben Cloud leads the Lakota-style sun dance for the Medicinehorse family in Crow Agency in the presence of Rick Two Dog as well as Crwo-style sun dances in Prior and elsewhere at the Crow rez (which include women and foreigners). He participates in the sun dances of Rick Two Dog at Pine Ridge rez as a dancer (and women and foreigners are not allowed there).
Every coin has got two sides: so of course there are those pro and those contra opening to white persons among natives, as conservatives who want to exlude all non-natives.
It is a fact, however, that only an opening to the outside can bring mutual understanding and a peaceful life with each other. This has been one of the issues of the Medicinehorse family and others since many years.
Therefore I hope that certain persons will have enough courage not to hide behind a.k.a.s and as know-it-alls judge others, but to use their energies to make a constructive contribution for a shared, healthy world based on understanding.
Forums like this one should contribute to keep our world, but not to do damage through thoughtless remarks or even ill-meaning defamation.
It's great your husband participates in Rick Two Dog's sun dances every year. So he will certainly have met Ben Cloud in person or meet him there this summer. Meeting Ben Cloud will also be a true enrichment for your husband (in a spiritual sense) and take him quite a way on on his personal path."
Carmen
Mar 16, 2006, 17:52
quote by Shoshanna:
"... there is much suffering behind this wonderful marriage..., as Ben has left his former Crow wife for a very young German whom he met during an information tour in Germany which was organized by his German friends...As far as I know, he is also controversial at home...."
"Hey you, with that wonderful name,
where did you get your wisdom from? What has Ben Cloud's marriage, or his former marriage, to do with his spiritual calling? Marriages break up everywhere. In Crow [sic] just like everywhere else in the world.If you drag in highly private matters, you should have the courage of not hiding behind an Indian a.k.a. [translator's note: Carmen did not realise that Shoshanna is Hebrew, not ndn] Or do you happen to be the 'woman left behind'?
Stick to the facts.
Ben Cloud and his German wife contribute much more to an understanding between peoples than a 'Shoshanna' ever will be able to. 'Suffering' for persons is caused by evil-minded defamation and unfounded assumptions."
Carmen
Mar 16, 2006, 18:03
[in reply to another forum member who is likewise married in the States who
commented that Cloud is a sell-out and assumed that his German wife was
behind this]
"Hi P...,
what 'that man' does is everything else but selling out [...] Perhaps you can give honest facts for your assumption? Do you happen to know Ben and his wife in person? I assume you don't. Otherwise you couldn't even think of such things, let alone write them in a forum - even if cowardly under an a.k.a. [translator's note: Carmen again did not realise this person uses her real-life first name as a nick]
I'm really ashamed to be German. Because this way Ben will see that unfortunately not many Germans are open and honest and he will see that apparently many Germans have nothing better to do than to defame others."
VVOX
Mar 16, 2006, 21:42
"Quite right, what's all this about?
Witch hunt?
Yes, always emphasize the negative, and always mingle into other persons' business. Typically German!?
I'm fed up with persons who want school masters and even more fed with with traditionalists. [...]
We should be grateful there are persons like Ben who share their knowledge and talents with us. Likewise for every shaman, medicineman, healer. Be it an Indian from Brazil or Peru. Or shamans from Siberia, as we apparently do not have such thing as a culture and don't know about healing (which comes from 'Saint').
I know there are many persons who are grateful to Ben for their healing"
Sabrina
Marc 19, 2006 - 11:01
"Hi everybody,
I've read your contributions thoroughly and I've got some questions:
1) Shaman - this word comes from Siberia, what has it got to do with Indians?
2) ceremonies and sweatlodges have been done and are being done in the European cultural region, too. They are called earth lodges and the prayers and songs are done in a different language than with the Indian peoples.
3) For some 10 years, I've got Indian friends who keep coming to Europe to work with people and talk to them. Something that was always important for me with these contacts and still is, these Indian persons I know share their knowledge with us, and they see this as a contribution to help Europeans to help themselves.
I don't know whether anybody in this forum has ever dealt with the European roots of human beings [...]. If you do, you will realize that our roots differ only slightly from especially those of the North American natives.
In our culture, we had sweatlodges, sun dances, medicine wheels, animal friends, spirits, persons who were able to talk to the spirits, and we had persons with knowledge about herbs, we had healers and sorcerers.
The inquisition worked well. Here in Europe way longer than in the USA. [my note: a few history lessons might do Sabrina much good....]
Here, almost everything got wiped out - even though bits and pieces survived here and there, and when you seriously look for it, you will find it.
I also think that it is important for the further existence of humankind - and we all happen to be humans -, no matter which nation we're from or which colour our skin has - that knowledge gets exchanged.
Respect is very important, and to know who I am is important. I'm not native, I won't be in this life, but I am interested in Indian culture [sic].
I want to come out of the closet, as my website has been mentioned here: you will find me at www.trafo.or.at
And yes, we do a shamanic training series lasting two years. This training never claims that one will be a shaman in the end.
It is very clear to me and the woman who does this training that a shaman gets called only by the spirits. It is, however, possible to teach shamanic techniques like drum travels, or oracle techniques, and others, which everybody can learn. No person doing our seminar goes out and calls themselves a shaman. If they do, they are responsible themselves. We see this trainig as help to help oneself [translator's note: this phrase is really popular...]
If you take a look at more offers re these issues, you will realize that our fees are very modest. In reality, we earn about nothing with these seminars.
My husband holds a job [translator's note: the German expression may mean a sales person, or a maintenance person], and I am a mother of three and work in a restaurant on and off. We cannot make a living on the seminars, and we don't want to, we do this out of our conviction that it is important for the further existence of humankind to share knowledge about life and death, god and everything which is possible between heaven and earth.
As far as our summer camp with Ben Cloud is concerned, participants there do NOT pay for the ceremonies. For the night of healing, a DONATION is considered appropriate, and particpants can decide how much they want to give. The cost mentioned at our site are for the premises which we've got to rent, for the materials we offer there and for everything else which costs money these days.
We also point out that this camp is also about our own culture which unfortunately still gets treated badly. Ben is there as a guest, as a teacher, and as a friend. So what's about it if he shares his knowledge with us?
If there's some money left at the end of the day, after all costs have been paid for, then Ben gets half of it for the Crow reservation.
Oh and a woman cannot become a pipe carrier with the Crow, or a leader of sweatlodges. These rights, however, are given to the wife maried to a man who got these rights. As far as I know, this is a Crow tradition.
My own sweatlodge authorization I received from a Lakota. I didn't just quickly 'sweat' for a few weekends, I assisted and learned for a full seven years.
As far as the sell-out of Indian spirituality is concerned, I think it is far worse that there are so many non-Indians who dress up as Indians and pretend they were, and present themselves as Indian at powwows and fairs. [...]
I respect persons who realized that everything that separates, like 'it's my religion, my culture, my knowledge. and I won't share with anybody', will only create more pain and war, although war rages everywhere already.
We are all human, born by the same mother, nourished by one earth, carried by one power, no matter how many different names there are for this.
As long as such 'separating' thoughts and things are more important to us than those which connect us, there will always be war, contempt, suffering, and pain.
Therefore I bow to persons who've got the courage to share their knowledge and strength, who are prepared to walk their path and let others participate in it. [...]"