You helped me rethink some ideas but I am still searching. I belive in the openess of communication and exchanging the information and ideas. That can be cleansing an really healing. Fighting on separate sides just causes more damage.
I gained some direct information from the accused man that's why I'll post the final part of my correspondence with this man. Maybe he will answer himself if he thinks there is a need to do so.
Judging too fast is also dangerous and unfair. Your hurt should not make you hurt other people too easyly. Also "white-men" are not some amorphous homogen mass - so called western civilization is comprised of many cultures - we have suffered our wars, cultural appropriation and injustices as well... (I come from one of the smaller nations in Europe - we are 2 million only - not one of the big colonialist ones - but this is not so important)
Peace & understanding to all (new age, huh?)
:::::::::: contacting and checking Mr.Howard Lawler in person // from email correspondence :::::::::::::
Dear Howard,
thank you for your very kind and extensive reply. I am much in doubts about many things concerning spiritual path and use of entheogens. It seems very powerful and reasonable to use them, but there are just too many false and fake activities going on around that.
I can believe you have the best intentions however I did some more internet research and came across this site (
http://www.newagefraud.org/ ) and obviously indigenous people are somewhat offended by such enterprises. Especially when I read this:
http://www.amazonteam.org/umiyac-declaration.htmlThat site also noticed you personally - I actually replyed with question to that post - partly enquireing, partly defending upon what I read from you:
http://www.newagefraud.org/smf/index.php?topic=145.0They are quite remote from my mindset (and I from theirs) and obviously they fight different battles - but they have very little approval of entheogen use - esp. under the term "shamanism"... They made some good points to think about. They are mostly North American indigenous people and I can understand their rage after all the injustice that has been done to them... and most of their people don't have a tradition of using entheogen plants so they somehow adopted the common N.American anti-drug agenda...
Maybe if you feel offended and it seems useful to answer them and clear your intentions you can, but be prepared for fierce antagonists. So you should provide them some valid facts and genuine proof about fairness of your operations. I just notify you they think you're fraud. I still don't, but since the indigenous are so defensive I will focus my intentions on something else. I'll seek answers in some other way.
Also - your programme looks sincere and worthy, but is a little too expensive - I understand its exclusiveness and good preparations, lodging, food, and fair payment for all that invest their time, but somehow I expected the figure for 7 days (the ones without traveling around) not to exceed 1000$.
I hope I haven't offended you - it was not my intention.
best regards,
Andrej
P.S. I will post your answer and my answer there - anyhow - I belive in openess of communication and if something is good it should be recognized as such and if it is really bad it should be judged as such. And if it comes out that we just have different goals and ideas that are both valid for us - we go separate ways.
Otorongo Blanco wrote:
> Dear Andrej,
>
> Thanks very much for your very nice introduction and interest in our Ayahuasca SpiritQuest Listening to the Plants shamanic healing retreats and Huachuma mesa journeys. I'm sorry to say I did not receive your first e-mail to which you refer. I am always prompt in response and appreciate that you tried again. First, let me tell you a bit more about us, our philosophy, and our work ...
>
> Ayahuasca SpiritQuest Listening to the Plants is our keystone program in the Peruvian Amazon. It is a genuine shamanic healing retreat intended to facilitate quick and deep immersion in the ancient shamanic spiritualism of the western Amazon. We conduct our works in a relaxed yet focused manner which requires serious preparation by everyone attending, with clear intent and positive goals in mind.
>
> Our work is dedicated exclusively to holistic healing and spiritual realization through a series of seriously focused and guided ceremonial experiences in true core Peruvian sacred plant shamanism. The ceremonies are surrounded by multidimensional activities designed to help you integrate these deep experiences into your daily life. It is an intense, accelerated, highly charged course in the principles and practice of ancient core shamanism in the Amazon, the Andes, and the northern coast of Perú.
>
> We are discriminating in whom we accept for participation in our work. We don't do "tours" nor is our purpose to entertain. Our work is not for casual tourists looking for a novel vacation, nor is it "ayahuasca tourism" for the seeker of experience for it's own sake. Instead we specialize in facilitating real core traditional shamanic healing and spiritual growth work which is fundamentally results-oriented rather than solely experience-centered. The positive and enduring benefits of these deep experiences in your life are what matter most. We therefore wish to invest our time and energy with those individuals who have such important motives in mind. Appropriate advance preparation is essential to realize the best results and we will assist you in this regard.
>
> Because of the delicate nature of our activities, we have an application screening procedure to help assure your safety and compatibility with our focus and activities. I will forward our application questionnaire in a separate e-mail when you confirm your desire to join in our work.
>
> A separate application is required for each person attending. Return your fully-completed questionnaire to me by e-mail a soon as possible. I'll confirm your acceptance and send our Acceptance of Terms Agreement. This document must be printed, signed and notarized. Please read and understand it carefully with special attention to the "Terms of Participation" section. Spaces are available on a first-come open-enrollment basis pending acceptance of your application.
>
> You'll find our full 2008 Calendar of Events at
http://www.biopark.org/peru/schedule.html.
>
> Our Ayahuasca SpiritQuest retreats and Ancient Shamanic Knowledge Huachuma mesa works in the Amazon are limited to a maximum of twenty-four participants to assure comfort and attention to personal needs. Our usual group size averages 10-14 but we conduct our scheduled works no matter how few may be in attendance.
>
> Our venue is the spiritually-inspired SpiritQuest Shamanic Sanctuary, an extraordinary rainforest ceremonial retreat center exclusively dedicated to holistic healing and higher consciousness. It is located on a private 250-acre old-growth Amazonian rainforest reserve teeming with medicinal and other useful plants, diverse wildlife, and the legendary spirits of the Amazon. The SSS is the perfect place to encounter deep healing and spiritual realization through communion with the sacred plants and impeccable company in intimate contact with nature and cosmos. Incorporating the ancient sacred geometry of the circle and the pyramid, the ceremonial maloca is itself a vehicle of higher consciousness. Here, spiritual love, compassion, and natural beauty combining to produce the perfect ambience for deep personal shamanic healing and spiritual realization.
>
> Our message speaks from the heart and from ancient wisdom which we readily share with those who can come honest and sincere with themselves and others. We are for real and expect you to be also. Our work stands apart from all the others in the depth of our experience and knowledge in the practice of core shamanism, our impeccable integrity, disciplined training, and sincere intention to help others realize the highest potential of this work. There is much more to this than what's in the cup, and we'll help you realize it in ways few can. Our work always emphasizes quality over quantity and is designed and intended for the sophisticated seeker of shamanic healing transformation. Your cup will runneth over here.
>
> Don Rober Acho Jarama is the incredible maestro ayahuasquero with whom we conduct our Ayahuasca work. Don Rober is a marvelously gifted native healer of integrity possessing rich knowledge of ancient jungle medicine stemming from over over 50 years of experience in traditional shamanic plant spirit healing.
>
> Don Rober is a genuine banco ayahuasquero, accomplished at the highest level of the art. He is a consummate shamanic ceremonialist who will leave you in awe after each ceremony. You will find him to be a wonderful, humble, and truly gifted human being wholly dedicated to healing in the pure Amazon shamanic tradition. Don Rober is truly a classic maestro ayahuasquero of the oldest and highest order.
> You'll find more about him at
http://www.biopark.org/peru/maestros.html .
>
> I have practiced traditional core shamanism for over 40 years, and over that time have initiated many hundreds of people in traditional ceremonial sacred plant shamanism. My shamanic practice is rooted in the ancient art of the Chavín huachuma mesa. The Chavín huachuma mesa is the most sophisticated and advanced sacred plant ceremonial practice known in the Andes and coastal Perú, predating the Inca by over 2,500 years. The extraordinary Chavín culture, founded over 3,500 years ago, is recognized as the cradle of Andean civilization. And the genesis of Andean civilization was the Chavin huachuma mesa ceremonies at Chavin de Huantar.
>
> The Chavin mesa is among the most profound spiritual practices known to mankind. Huachuma is a sacred teacher healer plant of the Peruvian Andes and coast. It has been used as a central sacrament and healing medicine in ancient Peruvian cultures for three millennia. It is equal to Ayahuasca in it's healing and teaching power and it's benevolent and wise masculine energy is a perfect catalyst for the powerful feminine energy of Ayahuasca. These may be done independently, or they may be done synergistically in succession, preferably starting first with Ayahuasca. Both are always properly done in a traditional ritual ceremony guided by a maestro with many years experience with sacred plants and sacred energy.
>
> You'll find out more about us at
http://www.biopark.org/peru/team.html and
http://www.biopark.org/peru/maestros.html . Don Rober and I represent over 80 years of combined experience in the practice of the shamanic healing arts. Unlike many others, we are not newcomers to this work. We will guide you through the joys and challenges of the spirit plant shamanic path, and the rewarding integration of which follows, amplifying your relationship with nature, cosmos, and all humanity through your deep connection with the profound spiritual essence of ancient Perú.
>
> You'll realize deep cleansing, holistic healing, positive and enduring transformation, and personal empowerment if you are willing to do your part. You'll need to bring a bit of faith, some strength of will, a dash of courage, all your integrity, and most of all, sincere love, compassion and good intentions for yourself and others. These are the foundations of our work, and the Whole is always greater than the sum of it's parts.
>
> Group size for the Ayahuasca SpiritQuest, Ayahuasca Odyssey and Huachuma Serpent Mesa works in the Amazon is limited to twenty-four people, though our groups are usually smaller. Group size for the Huachuma Journey Through Time to Chavín de Huántar is limited to fourteen
>
> I will be happy to assist in your travel planning and retreat preparations in every way possible, including airline reservations for flights within Perú.
>
> You'll find more information about our work, and how to prepare and participate by following the provided links on our website.
>
> NOTE: If the links in this e-mail don't work just cut and paste them into your browser address bar.
>
> Ayahuasca SpiritQuest: Listening to the Plants
> ~ program introduction with abundant onsite links ~
>
http://www.biopark.org/peru/ayahuasca-spiritquest.html >
> registration cost for 7 days/nights with three Ayahuasca ceremonies is US$1,599
> Registration cost for 8 days/nights with four Ayahuasca ceremonies is US$1,749 (March, April, May, and November only)
> Registration includes lodging and meals at the SpiritQuest Sanctuary shamanic retreat and healing center, airport pickup, local ground and water transportation, materials and medicines, three/four Ayahuasca ceremonies, personal shamanic counseling and consultation, and group integrative activities.
>
> NOT INCLUDED: airfare, airport taxes, restaurant meals away from the retreat, tips, travel insurance and personal items
>
> Please read our statement of purpose on the mother page and follow all the links for specific retreat information.
>
> Introduction -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/spiritquest-introduction.html> Disclaimer -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/spiritquest-disclaimer.html> Agenda and Accommodations -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/agenda.html> Retreat Facilities:
http://www.biopark.org/peru/retreat-facilities.html> Facilitators -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/team.html> Maestros and Curanderos -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/maestros.html> 2007 Workshop dates -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/schedule.html> Cost and Terms -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/sqcost-terms.html> Gear, Health, and Travel recommendations -
http://ww.biopark.org/peru/tobring.html> Alumni Comments and Testimonials -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/sq-testimonials.html> Health and Medication Precautions -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/ayamed-precautions.html> Diet Guidelines and Ceremonial Protocol -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/sqcleansing-01.html> More on Food and Drug Precautions -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/sqcleansing-02.html>
> An additional shamanic retreat of 7 days/7 nights
> at SpiritQuest Shamanic Sanctuary ceremonial retreat center ...
> Ancient Shamanic Knowledge
> Extraordinary Huachuma Serpent Mesa Initiations in the Powers of theThree Elements in the Amazon ~ The Roots of Chavín
> Birthing in the Verdant Womb of Mother Earth
> Realizing the Union of Earth and Cosmos
> registration cost for 7 days/nights is US$1,399* following most Ayahuasca SpiritQuest retreats in the Amazon
> * special discounted registration for those also attending Ayahuasca SpiritQuest is just US$1,249 *
>
> The central focus of ASK is three extraordinarily enlightening Huachuma (aka San Pedro) Serpent Mesa works in the ancient Chavín style conducted by the maestro huachumero Don Choque Chinchay amidst the earthly natural power and verdant splendor of the Peruvian Amazon rainforest. The three Mesas of the Serpent will engage the healing power and profoundly organic teachings of the great elemental mother spirits of the Amazon ... the Yacumama, mother of the rivers; the Sachamama, mother of the forest; and the Huayramama, mother of the air.
>
> The SpiritQuest Shamanic Sanctuary is a spiritually-inspired shamanic ceremonial retreat center dedicated to holistic healing and higher consciousness. It's metaphysical design, powerful spiritual energy, warm and sincere fellowship, and intimate proximity to old-growth rainforest and serpentine rivers makes it the perfect place to heal thyself, transform your life, and commune with the spirits of nature and cosmos. This is the best venue for deep and productive personal huachuma mesa work to be found anywhere.
>
> Combined with Ayahuasca SpiritQuest, ASK provides a full two weeks (14 days/14 nights) of dynamic multi-dimensional exploration of Life, Spirit, Consciousness, Healing and Transformation in the heart of the Peruvian Amazon with traditional shamanic healer-teacher-allies of South America. The synergy between these ancient holistic shamanic medicines is powerful and transformative. It has been called "The Holy Grail of Chavin". And indeed it is. The Whole is truly greater than the sum of the parts. There is no better opportunity available anywhere for this kind of work.
>
> Introduction -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/sq-extension.html> ASK agenda -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/sq-extension-agenda.html>
> Spiritness, Clarity, Truth, Healing, and Inner Peace can be realized through the profound healing and instruction of the Huachuma Mesa. You need only bring noble intention, an open heart, a willingness to set aside judgement of yourself and others, and a sincere desire to experience the Divine.
>
> We will safely escort you into the spiritual world of traditional Peruvian magico-religious sacred plant shamanism. You will realize remarkable benefits and experiences if you come holistically prepared, as well-informed as possible, and willing to set aside conventional western paradygms for a week or two and engage new ways of perceiving the worlds within and around you.
>
> Here are links on our website to more about the nature of El Gran Maestro Huachuma and the ancient Peruvian mesa tradition ...
>
> Huachuma ~ San Pedro Introduction -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/huachuma.html> More about Huachuma -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/huachuma-02.html> San Pedro, Peyote and Mescaline: A Visionary Catalyst for Healing -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/mescaline-healing.html> An Expanding Bibliography of Huachuma, San Pedro, and Mesa Shamanism -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/huachuma-reading.html with hard-to-find articles on Andean cosmology and traditional mesa practice, from the Chavin Huachuma Temple of the Jaguar to contemporary syncretic San Pedro Mesa ...
>
> MESA INITIATION JOURNEYS AND RETREATS IN PERU with Maestro Chavín Huachumero don Choque Chinchay ...
>
> Andean Huachuma Pilgrimage to Machu Picchu -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/machu/machu-huachuma.html> Huachuma Mesa Journey Through Time to Chavin de Huantar -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/machu/huachuma-huancabamba.html >
> 2008
> Special Events
>
> ~ Solstice Ayahuasca Odyssey ~
> Old-Fashioned Shamanic Revival Celebrations
> of Life, Spirit, Healing, Transformation, and New Beginnings
> with five extraordinary Ayahuasca ceremonies conducted in the Lamista tradition by don Rober Acho and allies
> ~ June 15 - 25, 2008 ~ June Solstice Ayahuasca Odyssey ~
> ~ August 10-20, 2008 ~ Ayahuasca Odyssey Platinum ~
> Ayahuasca Odyssey 10 day/night registration cost is US$2,099
> not including roundtrip airfare Lima-Iquitos-Lima (currently $210)
> ~ Extraordinary 10-day shamanic celebrations of life, nature, healing and rebirth ...
> ... with enriched activity agenda and five powerfully healing Ayahuasca ceremonies...
> Solstice Ayahuasca Odyssey Introduction -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/millennium-spiritquest.html> Solstice Ayahuasca Odyssey Agenda -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/millennium-agenda.html> Solstice Ayahuasca Odyssey Cost and Terms -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/millennium-cost-terms.html> Attendance limited to twenty persons in luxury double-occupancy accommodations
>
> The Huachuma Mesa Pilgrimage Through Time
> to the sacred Huachuma Temple of Divine Love at Chavín de Huantar
> A supremely mystical spiritual journey through Time and Space
> exploring the land, world view, and shamanic cosmology
> of the pre-Incan Sicán-Lambayeque, Moche and Chavín cultures...
> with incredibly ascending and transformative Huachuma Mesa works in the Chavín tradition
> at some of the most powerful sacred places in South America.
> The Huachuma Pilgrimage Through Time really is the supreme shamanic experience in Peru!
> ~
http://www.biopark.org/peru/machu/huachuma-huancabamba.html ~
>
> Huachuma Mesa Pilgrimages in 2008
> *Registration does not include one-way airfare Lima-Chiclayo of $115
>
> January Solstice 2008
>
> *14 days with five stunning Huachuma mesa ceremonies at the most powerful huacas in Perú
> ~ **January 12-26, 2008 ~
> (14 days/5 mesas)
> **This special New Year's Huachuma Journey Through Time includes 5 profoundly illuminating,
> deeply healing, and positively transformative Huachuma mesa works
> 14 days/5 mesas ~ registration cost US$1,999
>
> April-May Equinox 2008
>
> *12 days with five stunning Huachuma mesa ceremonies at the most powerful huacas in Perú
>
> ~ April 29-May 13, 2008 ~
>
> (Special Event ~ 14 days/nights with five mesa ceremonies - $1,999)
>
>
>
> July Solstice 2008
>
> *10 days with four incredible Huachuma mesa ceremonies at the most powerful huacas in Perú
>
> ~ July 8-18, 2008 ~
>
> (Special Event ~ 10 days/nights with four mesa ceremonies - $1,649)
>
>
>
> September Equinox 2008
>
> *16 days including six stellar Huachuma mesa ceremonies
>
> at the most powerful huacas in Perú
>
> ~ September 22-October 7 2008 ~
>
> (Special Event ~ 16 days/nights with six mesa ceremonies - $2,149)
>
>
>
> January Solstice 2009
>
> Huachuma Mesa Journey Through Time to Chavín de Huántar
>
> The supreme shamanic experience in Perú
>
> with five incredible Huachuma mesa ceremonies at the most powerful huacas in Perú
>
> ~ January 12-28, 2009 ~
>
> (Special Event ~ 14 days/nights with five Huachuma mesa ceremonies - $1,999
>
>
>
> with stunning Huachuma Mesa works at the ancient Lambayeque and Moche pyramids of Túcume and El Brujo on the northern coast,
> the supreme Chavin Mesa of Transformation at the "mother" of all Mesas - the incredible 3,200 year old Huachuma temple at Chavín de Huántar,
> and the climactic Mesa of Heaven's Gate at celestial Laguna Chinalcocha in the Cordillera Blanca.
>
> Participation is limited to twelve pilgrims of warm and stout heart, adventurous spirit, relaxed traveling style, and sharing tolerant nature.
> You must be willing and able to work compatibly within a coordinated group framework as well as individually.
> Alcohol consumption is abstained during the course of this work to optimize the opening of consciousness.
>
> The Huachuma Mesa Journey Through Time is at times challenging on many levels and is not for everyone.
> We will engage magical dimensions in time and space which may be disturbing for those unprepared to See Truth.
> It is highly recommended for those sincerely seeking powerful core shamanic experience of the highest magnitude.
>
> Application screening is required. References available on request.
>
> Group size is limited to fourteen. Minimum group size is 6.
>
> ~ Inkan Huachuma Pilgrimage ~
> ~ with the Q'ero shamans and curanderas in the Sacred Valley and on to Machu Picchu ~
> Communing with the Spirits of Nature and Cosmos in the southern Andes at the Navel of Pachamama
> featuring stunning Puma and Condor Huachuma mesa works
> and a heartwarming despacho ceremony of burnt offering to Pachamama guided by the Q'ero shamans
> from the sacred apus of the southern Andes
> -
http://www.biopark.org/peru/machu/machu-huachuma.html -
> ~ June 30-July 8, 2008 ~
> The registration cost is US$1,699 for 7 days/7 nights
> NOT INCLUDED: Roundtrip airfare from Lima to Cuzco (US$230), airport taxes, meals, tips, travel insurance and personal items.
> - A shamanic journey to ancient sacred sites of the Inca in the Andes from Cuzco through the Sacred Valley to legendary Machu Picchu -
>
> We'll begin our pilgrimage with a heartwarming despacho ceremony of burnt offering to Pachamama (Mother Earth)
> led by the legendary Q'ero shamans, the living descendants of the Inca. Our Q'ero 'waikis' are dear personal friends of many years.
> They are incredibly warm and loving people of the Earth who live in the high Apus, the sacred peaks of the Inca.
>
> We will share the sacred communion of the Huachuma Misa
> at two of the southern Andes' great centers of spiritual power, the Puma Mesa at Chinchero
> and the Condor Mesa at legendary Machu Picchu.
>
> Group size is limited to fourteen.
> Full registration payment by bank cashiers' check, money order, or bank wire transfer is due 45 days before the starting date to assure ample time for preparation and travel arrangements. Since space is limited for each event, it is a good idea to register well in advance to assure your spaces for the dates you desire. Late registration may be accepted if there are no health or medication/drug issues which might affect your safety in working with Ayahuasca. Enrollment is accepted on a first-come basis pending application clearance. Acceptance is not guaranteed until your application have been reviewed.
>
> Our work is honest, profound, intimate, intense, highly transcultural, and deeply personal. It is rooted in genuine cofraternity and human rapport. So don't hesitate to contact us with questions or to get acquainted.
>
> The Ayahuasca SpiritQuest, Ancient Shamanic Knowledge, and Ayahuasca Odyssey in the Amazon, and the Andean Huachuma journeys are very special opportunities to immerse oneself in the land, mind, and timeless shamanic cosmology of ancient Perú. Our core shamanic work is deep, powerful, masterful and sincere ... from the heart. We've refined it over many years and you'll find none better anywhere.
>
> We have created a stellar opportunity for those seeking the highest quality initiation in pure core Peruvian shamanism in a safe environment accompanied by people of experience, knowledge and integrity. We'd be pleased to have you with us and I look forward to hearing from you soon.
>
> Blessings and best wishes,
>
> Howard
>