Good evening people....
I came on to check my messages and e-mails as I have been busy and have been offline since Thursday....I just returned home from a 2 day ceremony..we sat up all night praying for our people...ALL our Indian people...I was very humbled by the words of my elders, Uncles, Grandpa's, Grandma's, Fathers, and other relations...
People who know me, know what I stand for and what I am about...I am a simple Indian woman with a great love for my people...no matter what tribe...I am not book smart, but I am far from stupid...I was raised to respect others...I take a stand when I see wrongs being done...I learn things everyday...I read what is going on in Indian Country and I feel we have a lot of battles we continue to fight because of ignorance in the world...and I fight these battles to make a difference for the future of our people...for our children and grandchildren...and I will speak out if I feel it is wrong...
Being Indian is hard in this day and age...as it has been said before, being Indian is more than just a CDIB card...we are losing our traditional ways and it truly saddens me...I am not Lakota, so I cannot speak about the ways of the Sun Dance but I have attended and have respect for those ways. What I can speak about it the charactor of Ben Carnes, and I have always had good thoughts and words for him. Ben has been an activist fighting for Indian people for as long as I can remember. I know Ben and his wife Cat personally and I consider Ben a brother. Ben is very genuine and sincere about his caring and concerns for all of us, as Indian people. Anyone who has ever heard him speak knows that he speaks from his heart. He is a Sun Dance Chief and runs a Sun Dance, and I am nobody to question this. I have never, ever heard anything negative or anyone ever challenging his role until this recent post. If Ben was a non Indian, and made these claims perhaps I would question this as well, but he is Indian. If I felt his words were not genuine, yes I would question him even if he was Indian. I see alot of other organizations seeking donations, and I see no wrong in this. It is your choice to give. If you have questions about where or how the money is spent, ask the group. There is no need to publically question it unless you received a answer from them which you have concerns about or no answer from them at all. "Not feeling" it is not a reason.
I personally know David Hill and others who have commented on here as well. David is another good man, with rightous intentions. I do not know "Walks" personally but I have read some of his postings here and others places I "lurk"...and I did recently after all of this, add him as a friend on another site. He is a friend of my brother Bens and family, therefore I trust and consider him a friend as well. I look forward to meeting him.
I try and stay away from drama...but I did send the Administator a few messages regarding all of this, along with my opinion on this matter. Like I said before, I am nobody to be questioning anyone but when it comes to family I do feel I have to say my 2 cents worth. One thing I have learned is that the internet can be a wonderful thing...it can also do a lot of damage...We are all different and unique in our own way...and we do not always have to agree with each other...and we, as Indian people always show respect to each other, in order to get respect...one must first show respect....
NAFPS is a good group....a lot of sharing of ideas going on... a place one can bring attention to true fakes, and nuagers out there...and I have learned different things on this site...and I enjoy sharing my ideas...
I am not a writer, and I tend to ramble....I am tired and have had no sleep...but I felt I had to add my say...and I appreciate your time...
I am not a Ben Carnes supporter...I am his sister.