Thank you for your comments bls929.
To answer your points:
You say: "I don't think anyone has said Ross Heaven is not a fraud."
On March 24 educatedindian, a forum moderator, said this: "I haven't suggested you're a fraud, and honestly, I don't think you are at all. Most of the marks of a fraud, numerous lies, profit motive, ego, cultlike following, etc, aren't there in you or what you do. I have some concerns or disagreements about some aspects of what you do, but that isn't nearly the same thing. I've seen so many of these less than ethical operators that it frankly amazes me to find someone who isn't operating like that." [The underlines are mine; the bold is educatedindian's]
On March 25 Squid (or RDR or whoever) said: "I have never read a more consistently genuine and trustworthy respondent on this forum" - and there is a place for "genuine and trustworthy" people at this group. It is the non-frauds section, which you define in your own terms as a place for "People who are genuine and trustworthy".
You say: "[People have said] you're polite and willing to answer questions, etc."
Yes. Thank you. on March 24 moma_porcupine said: "I've been reading through this and like educatedindian I have been impressed to see you have enough integrity to address peoples concerns without trying to side step divert or pretend."
I feel, however, that I have answered enough personal questions and that this thread has now moved on. As you say: "More than Ross Heaven is being researched here. The use of ayahuasca outside of tradition needs to be researched."
Agreed. So I am suggesting that we start a new thread to do that. I really don't understand why that seems so controversial to you.
If you read back to my original post on this I proposed only that since this thread has moved on we tidy it up by getting rid of extraneous material. There are two unrelated topics here:
1. Vodou, which has nothing to do with ayahuasca. There is however an existing thread on this and I cannot see why the posts about vodou in this 'ayahuasca thread' cannot therefore go there. Is there a reason that you can see, given your desire to discuss the use of ayahuasca, which is not a component of vodou at all?
2. The other unrelated topic comes from Tepol, of which educatedindian said on March 20: "Yes, we can all see Tepol/whatever his actual name was has not helped clear up the subjects at all and we should pay him no mind" (my italics) - and yet here we are doing so once again. moma_porcupine's email to me referred to it and you are doing so again now. Inevitably, therefore, it seems to me that it will always be brought back up while it remains an irrelevant part of this thread.
As far as I (and you, it seems) are concerned we have moved on in this thread to consider other subjects, so why do you also feel a need to go over old ground and refer to topics that have been dealt with? The nature of this thread is now general (as you say: "The use of ayahuasca outside of tradition needs to be researched.") Correct! So why retain or refer to earlier posts which have no bearing on it? The answer seems simple (and inevitable) to me: because they are there! My suggestion was therefore to move that post so we can also move on. Again, I wonder what your reluctance is.
You say: "However, that politeness and co-operative spirit seem to be slipping."
I'm sorry you find me impolite. I imagine 'politeness' is a subjective thing, however, so it is rather pointless for me to make any comment here about your perceptions.
On the subject of my "co-operative spirit", however, first let's be clear that there is no compulsion for me to be here or to "co-operate" with you or anyone else. I have done so (and am willing to continue) through my personal choice, through interest in the subject of ayahuasca, and because there seems to be a lot of misinformation/lack of information or ignorance about the subject which I'm happy to help clear up (for example, educatedindian has twice referred to ayahuasca as a "drug". That may be his view but the curanderos of the Amazon actually regard it as a sacrament and - in their own Native words - as a "jungle doctor" so I am sure they would be quite offended to hear it called a drug, especially as many of them seem to have a clear anti-drugs stance themselves). This forum is not an inquisition however (I hope) and surely nobody should feel as if they must "co-operate" with you by giving you the information you're asking for or that it will therefore somehow "prove" they are a fraud if they do not?
You say: "This is taking up too much of your time?"
I said, to be exact: "Being involved with this group is taking up a lot more time than I expected, partly because we seem to be going over the same ground a lot" - as we are doing again here.
I had hoped, as I said earlier, that we might explore some of the interesting questions relating to ayahuasca and its use but, in fact, the thread keeps reverting to 'an examination of Ross' character' - as you are doing here. That seems to me inevitable in a thread which begins with a post about me and then confuses itself by trying to take the generalist ground. To me, it is simply a matter of logic and the need for clear categories that we tidy things up and I don't see the need for any controversy around it. I am sure that educatedindian, as an academic , must also see the necessity for clarity, for defining ones terms and for addressing the issues involved in a discussion in a logical and non-confusing way.
You say: "You aren't going to continue this discussion unless we follow your rules?"
I said, to be exact: "while... I myself remain in Research Needed it looks to me as if 'research' will always be "needed" even when a moderator has himself dismissed it" ("I haven't suggested you're a fraud, and honestly, I don't think you are at all[/u) - and here we are again, with your message bringing it back to the personal rather than the general.
I am not giving you "rules" to be followed. I have asked for clarity in the thread and for the removal of some items to their proper location (vodou) and others altogether since they have no bearing on this current subject and a moderator has already suggested to the group that "we should pay them no mind". I am also asking for the creation of a more general thread (ex- the material about me which is specific and personal and can be put elsewhere) so we can discuss the general subject you say you want to.
I did not phrase those as "rules" but in my post which suggests all of this as "questions or rather requests". Those polite (and to me, sensible) requests have gone unheeded. My view therefore is that it makes it difficult for me to say much more about ayahuasca in general because it is always going to be related to my work in particular while it remains in this thread.
You say: "You don't need to answer to us or anyone else?"
Correct. Why do you think I should? In connection with my ayahuasca work a moderator has already said, once again, "I don't think you are [a fraud] at all." But even if in your view I was, I still don't have to answer to you about your opinion of me, just as wouldn't expect you to have to "answer" to me for holding that opinion, even if it was wholly wrong.
I have joined this group and posted here to offer clarification on some points and now I have gone further and offered to provide you with information based on experience about a subject that seems to interest you (ayahuasca). I have done so as a courtesy and to extend this conversation into something worthwhile but please do not for a moment be confused by thinking I feel compelled to, or must, "answer" to anyone - or even answer the questions put to me. It would be a donation of my time if I did since these questions about ayahuasca are currently specifically directed to me. I am willing to provide you with the information you ask for but, as with any request to another for a donation of anything, it is one which should be politely made not demanded. I would suggest also that a proper attitude would be to hear the answers given fairly and objectively, not assume that this information is provided because you need or a right to be "answered to".
You say: "That attitude doesn't speak well for you."
I wonder why? Do I have no rights to a life of my own?! As I said before, taking part in this forum is time-consuming but, more than that, going over the same points rather than moving on (as I have had to do here yet again) is tedious and not a good investment of my time (or anyone else's I should imagine), especially when others on this forum have already vindicated my work.
You say: "The use of ayahuasca outside of tradition needs to be researched."
Yes, finally (after your several personal and specific points about me, not ayahuasca) we are back to the supposed subject of this thread once again. Given that we have not yet even started to look at this subject, however, I'd suggest that this validates my point about the confusing mix of personal and general that it involves and once more then I can only suggest that you begin a new, clearer, thread (minus the personal material) where this can be properly discussed if that is truly what you want. But I'm afraid that as things stand I can't help you further in this one.
It seems a pity to me not to have someone with personal experience about the subject in hand to take part in this discussion but if that is what you prefer I can only wish you well in your research.
Best wishes
Ross