My Response to Statement. This is a rep-post from Friday, February 06, 2009
YOU'RE KIDDING ME, RIGHT? HOLY CRAP!
The following is a "proclamation" that was issued about me. I've known about it, and refused to answer to it. Those who know me know its crap. I'm not the first person this has been done to, and unfortunately I wont be the last. And folks ask why the black buffalo has been born. This pretty much explains that, y'think?
David Swallow has requested I send out this statement from him to the sundancers, tiospaye, and interested persons regarding Hawk Spisak, (my fathers name) also known as Hawk Goodfire (a name given to me by Chickasaw/Cherokee/Quapaw friends) and Hawk CrazyDog, (a name given to me by Kiowa friends) of Pennsylvania.
David wants it to be formally known that, in every way, he disavows any and all connections to Hawk Spisak.
David Swallow also wants it to be known that he has not authorized Hawk Spisak
1. to act on his behalf
I have never acted on his behalf or anyone else.
2. to perform any Traditional Lakota ceremony
The only ceremony performed here is the sweat. I was asked to do so, and was given a c'anupa, staff and drum along with those instructions.
3. to raise funds in the name of David Swallow
Funds have never been raised in his name. Funds have, however, been sent to him. Records of those monies is available.
4. to raise funds in the name of David Swallow's sundance
Funds have never been raised in the name of the Sundance, however funds have been sent to support the sundance. Records are available.
5. to proclaim himself a spiritual leader
I do not now or have I ever, "proclaimed" to be anything other than a person. I do assist the People who come here spiritually. As a guide; as someone who has been down this road and can assist them if possible.
David also wants it known that Hawk Spisak
1. is not a Lakota-approved "Keeper of the Eastern Door" or Guardian of the white buffalo in Pennsylvania
What I do does not need the approval of the Lakota, or any other Nation. This is not a Lakota thing or an Indian thing. It is for all People, of all Nations. No human gave me this responsibility, therefore, no human can take it away. Ceremony was conducted to interpret the visions I was given associated with this commitment and I am following the instructions given in those ceremonies. I dont need his permission to pray, or anyone elses for that matter.
2. has never had any authority deriving from David Swallow or any Traditional Lakota Leader
I didnt ask for his authority. Or anyone elses as this isnt Lakota specific, therefore does not fall under Lakota authority. I do, however, have permission from other Lakota Elders and Spiritual Leaders to follow these instructions. No one speaks for every Spiritual Leader.
3. has never had the right to speak for the Lakota People
I do not now, nor have I ever, spoken for the Lakota People
4. has never had the right to speak for David Swallow
I do not now nor have I ever spoken for for anyone
5. has never had the right or qualifications to perform Traditional Lakota ceremonies
I do not perform Lakota ceremonies. I do conduct the sweat lodge, by permission from other recognized Elders and Spiritual Leaders
6. has never had the right or qualifications to teach Traditional Lakota ways or spirituality
I do not teach Lakota or any other traditional spirituality. Those that come here, come to pray. And you dont need to be "qualified" to pray.
7. is no longer a participant of David Swallow's Medicine Wheel Sundance
This is absolutely correct. I do not feel I can trust my life to someone I do not respect.
8. has never been a member of the He Ska Tokala Sobriety Society
I never said I was. I attempted to go that path, only to learn, painfully, that I was trying to do what I wanted to do, not what Creator wanted me to do.
David Swallow also wishes it to be publicly known that he has no connection whatsoever to
1. the 501c3 non-profit organization founded by Hawk Spisak known as the Wiyohiyanpata Oyate
The organization was never a 501c3 non-profit, although the paperwork was initiated. Because of egos and other peoples desire to be served instead of serving, I too have cut all ties with this organization. The name was, however, brought before him in the traditional way and permission to use that name was given. Monies raised by that organization were sent to him and records are available.
2. the Buffalo Messengers organization and website
His name has never been associated with Buffalo Messengers. However, recognized Elders and Spiritual Leaders were contacted by his permission. Phone numbers were given to me by him specifically and by the individual who wrote this proclamation.
3. any pow wow which Hawk Spisak organizes
Absolutely correct. This did not, however, stop him from calling two days after last years powwow to ask "where is my cut?" Records of funds transfer are available.
4. any activity of Hawk Spisak whatsoever
Absolutely correct.
If there are any other questions, or anything else I can provide, contact me at any time. All are welcome to come and see for themselves what I do, and what I don't do. This place and I are open to all. I am getting sick and tired of being trashed. But, it comes with the job. When it distracts from the message the People need to hear, thats when it has gone to far. There are those who could do so much good for the People. Yet, some have forgotten what was given was given for the People, not the person. At the risk of sounding egotistical, I must be really good at what I do, to have a proclamation issued against me. I mean, damn, I'm just one single person. I am not influential and my name carries no weight. I'm broke as hell, and I live on my disability pension. I'm a cripple, with a back broken in five places and my neck broken in two. I'm not world renowned, I live in a maintenance building, at a zoo in southwest PA surrounded by trees in the middle of nowhere. The majority of my time is spent alone. But, I do believe honor is more than a word. And yes, I have to be nice, to everyone, irregardless of what they do to me. But that doesnt mean I do not have the right to defend myself. I would love to see anyone else do what I do, live like I do, for nothing other than the privilege of being able to do it. I dont get paid to do this, the expenses come from my oh so shallow pockets, and the only reward is to have proclamations issued and my name slandered. I guess I should change my name to "target".