I read everyones post with interest and
maybe a little more understanding.
I never could figure out why people wanted to claim
native blood.
Some people are very passionate about a great great ect.............
grandmothers or grandfathers that was said to be native.
I agree that it is their family and they should be proud of
who they are.
I never had a choice in the matter,
I look native, I am 7/8 Lakota/Dakota with that 1/8 oglala blood
I am enrolled, I live on the rez
I live native because it is who I am.
I am the women people refuse to serve in a resturtant,
I am the person people hate because of my skin.
I am the person where people treat me less than
human at times.
We don't have much here but family, we are not captislist,
we don't fit in the american ideal of what they believe to be right,
I wonder is there a difference in people
one where it is alright to claim that native blood but
they look like the non-indians so they can pass in american.
One where they take or claim rights they did not fight for.
I wonder as i read all these claims, life is hard here
I wonder as we stand and fight for each right that the
United States try to take from us where are they who
claim our blood.
Forgive me if I hurt anyone feeling it was not my intention to hurt anyone
they are just thought i have as we fight for our existence and our spirituality.
I am honored that so many have stood up to fight and each one of you are warriors
but I do wonder at times, I guess I am getting tried now.
earth ..
very well spoken .. i agree and feel the same way .. ..
i have been reading this thread recently yet staying out of it for reasons of my own ..
yet in reading your words .. and the words of others in here .. all trying to explain how hard it really is to be ndn .. i thought you might be interested in something i wrote on this subject, in reply to some new agers, several years ago ..
i too appologize if my words hurt anyone's feelings .. but these are my feelings .. and my feelings, the feelings of our peoples, are valid too .. ..
if you were not born and raised ndn then you are not ndn and never will be ndn ..
the only exception to this is those who actually take the time to go live with their peoples and learn the ways .. to give up the idea of “white privilege” .. to give up their comfortable lifestyle and literally trade it for one of poverty .. and that takes a lifetime .. it takes RESPECT and a genuine desire over all else to be a part of your peoples ..
if you are a PODIA .. (person of distant indian ancestry) .. why not just be proud of that? .. why not just be proud of your heritage and leave it at that?
if you know from your family which Nation/Tribe/Band you descend from, be proud of that knowledge and maybe try supporting those people in their struggles without the need to BE them .. if you only know that you are “part ndn”, chances are that you will never figure out which nation your ’supposed’ ndn ancestry comes from, will get frustrated, and will just pick a tribe that sounds ‘kewl’ and claim to BE ndn .. and in doing so you will piss off and bring harm the real ndn’s .. .. ..
i am sorry for being so harsh .. i am just sick to death of this crap .. all these whites who NOW want to be ndn .. some GGGGG grandmother was a Cherokee princess crap .. .. now that it is somehow popular to be ndn you all want claim you are .. that’s BS .. .. it harms us and it harms you!
where was your family when being ndn was NOT “kewl”???!!!!
where was your family when ours were (and still are) struggling on a daily basis to merely survive the ongoing 515 year GENOCIDE?
where was your family when ours were given smallpox infected blankets, on purpose, and dying in droves, entire nations obliterated?
where was your family when entire nations of our peoples were being annihilated by your manifest destiny?
where was your family when ALL of the treaties were systematically broken for the benefit and greed of the whites?
where was your family when our main food sources were being deliberately taken from us, the buffalo wantonly slaughtered, our crops and orchards burned, in order to starve us out?
where was your family when ours were being forced on death marches to far away lands to make room for more whites?
where was your family when ours were forced into concentration camps called reservations?
where was your family when ours were (and still are) living in forced abject poverty on and off the reservation?
where was your family when ours were (and still are) experiencing daily bigotry, prejudice and hate crimes?
where were your families children when ours were being stolen from us, forcibly sent to the white mans “christian mission” schools and abused, molested and murdered?
where was your family when ours were being FORCIBLY assimilated, relocated, christianized and otherwise deprived of our rights?
where was your family worshiping when our spirituality was against the law (until 1978), and practicing it was punishable by death?
where was your family when our young women were being sterilized (and still are) without consent or knowledge by your government in yet another act of GENOCIDE?
where was your family when our women were forced to give birth in an IHS hospital only to be told that their baby was stillborn, when in truth the baby was stolen and adopted out to a white family?
where was your family when ours were (and still are) being denied adequate housing, health care and education?
where was your family when our lands and resources were (and still are) being stolen from us?
where was your family when our lands, water and the very air we breathe were (and still are) being poisoned by the various mining of our resources, and in the name of progress which only benefits whites?
where was your family when ours were being massacred, raped, mutilated, murdered, and forced off their own lands?
where was your family while ours were (and still are) being imprisoned, their rights violated, framed by the authorities, denied due process of law, etc?
where was your family when ours was forced to abandon a healthy diet and given instead government commodity foods which caused (and still are causing) numerous health problems and death?
where was your family while ours were (and still are) dying from the toxins, radiation and other poisons loosed in our lands, waters, and air by your disposable society demanding instant gratification of their ‘needs’ and ‘greed’?
where was your family when all these atrocities were committed against OUR families?
where IS your family NOW?
where IS your family while our culture and spirituality are being stolen from us and bastardized to fit within the white hollywood stereotypical/new age image of what is ndn in an instant gratification society?
where IS your family, safe under the umbrella of white privilege, while ours are labeled “enemy combatants” and “terrorists” for merely fighting for our basic human rights?
where IS your family while ours are being degraded by having numerous sports teams and consumer products named after us with racist mascots and caricatures?
where IS your family while ours are experiencing the lowest age expectancy in this entire country?
where IS your family while ours are experiencing the highest levels of poverty, unemployment, infant mortality, school drop outs, suicides, abuse, addictions, violence, crimes, etc., in this entire country?
where IS your family while ours are experiencing the highest rate of miscarriages and birth defects, cancers, health problems and deaths, due to the poisons we are subjected to on our own lands?
where IS your family while ours are ‘graciously’ being given toxic FEMA trailers to live in, a gift that we are expected to pay for the transportation of, a gift that will kill us, exactly like the smallpox blankets did?
where IS your family while ours are fighting to have our treaties upheld?
where IS your family while ours are fighting to regain our lands, waters and resources and all else that was stolen from us?
where IS your family while ours are fighting to keep you from stealing what little we have left to us?
where IS your family while ours are fighting the great many issues facing our peoples right now?
where IS your family while ours is struggling to hold onto our culture in the midst of uncertainty about our very survival as ndn’s?
where IS your family while ours are struggling with alcohol and drug addictions, a disease deliberately inflicted upon us by the white man?
where IS your family while ours ARE ndn?
this list could go on and on, yet hopefully you get the idea from this partial list .. ..
so you want to be ndn? .. why? .. .. because it is popular right now? .. because it seems to be really ‘kewl’ to be ndn? .. because hollywood and the new age crap has you believing that being ndn is easy, mystical, beautiful etc? ..
you want to be ndn? .. do you want to give up your comfortable white privilege? .. do you want to give up your entire life as you know it? ..do you want to give up your preconceived BS notions of what being ndn is? .. can you make the enormous sacrifices necessary to re-connect with your peoples? ..
or do you want to “be ndn” from the comfort of your home, while maintaining your white privilege, your job, and your lifestyle? .. do you want to be ndn just for a weekend here and there at some new age retreat? .. or at some twinkie pow wow or ceremony? .. or as a member of some fake twinkie tribe? .. do you just want to fill your home with tacky made in china knickknacks, paintings of half naked noble savages, and hang a dreamcatcher from your rearview mirror and other inappropriate places .. just so you can brag to your friends how ndn you are? ..
the great majority of you would not last one day on any reservation .. .. ..
in the spirit of my ancestors ..
tachia