Here it is 19 years after I went to a therapist to get help for having been abused, having severe anxiety issues, and wanting to learn how to not be abused anymore. I still haven't gotten that help. But I got this story. And a lot worse. My PTSD is more severe now that I know there is no help. I cannot trust anyone. I don't think I can get better because there are no trained people to help persons with PTSD who have been raped.
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Northern Tradition shaman Raven Kaldera
http://www.northernshamanism.org/readings.html recently told me that the Gods chose me as a sacrifice. "It was not personal. They needed someone to experience this and help others, and you were chosen because you wouldn't die, and most people would not have made it. You've lost your freedom because you were God-touched."
And so here I am."
I AMTHAT POOR GIRL BEING"Abused". You have NO CLUE OF THE TRUTH. READ THIS IF YOU DARE. IT'S SO DEGRADING THAT YOU PICK THAT WITHOUT UNDERSTANDING IT, AND TRY TO Capitalize on my SUFFERING. any of you ever talk to the people he's helped? No. It's just pick and choose to attack people. He's given me so much material help, tried to build a safe wheelchair for me for free, he's NEVER SAID THE GODS HAD ME RAPED. Get FACTS. I can't believe years ago I supposed this site.
https://heatherawen.wordpress.com/2015/02/24/the-icarus-project-raven-kaldera-and-me-stop-the-rumors/Since this doesn't help your case against him and you can't use me as a poster girl anymore I'm sure now I'm an enemy. Who cares that we're all targets of the same people and systems. Let's get hung up on this one sided stuff and forget about indigenous rights, Climate Chaos, addiction, multinational corporations, poverty, Environmental Justice, racism, I'm sure this is more important. What happened to this site? It used to protect people from those claiming to be Native American or First Nations making money stealing from cultures. I do so much work stopping that BS with white people guided by Harner and an Indian (what tribe? They don't know!) spirit guide. I'm now a bad person right? Because of one friendship with the ONLY spiritual person I know who helps others for free. He knows I'm not into Ordeal Path. That's a tiny thing in his work and it's not based on the sun dance, it's because SOME people have spiritual experiences when in pain. Christians and Wiccans have the whip to hit their backs with, yogis lie on bed f nails.
There's so many threats to the lives of indigenous peoples, what happened to this site?