Beloved "Autumn" Peace be with you.
What be clear and forthright be up to interpretation either by the Soul or the mind ego. Not long ago a Soul in human form called Shakespeare wrote what many with their mind ego could not and still cannot understand. Many can hear an opera song sung in a language foreign to them, a language they do not understand and yet they be filled with emotion and cry. Why be this so? It be how each choose to interpret using either their mind ego or their Soul such as how foreign music touches the Soul and makes those cry.
I say to you and those who hear One Voice: Just as there be Four Seasons of this World weather, so too there be Four Seasons with each human life: newborn, child, adult, and elder. Not all humans reach the latter seasons of existence for each human returns to the Spirit World when called upon to return. A newborn and most elders be closest to One for humans must return to the innocence of that as a newborn to fully reconnect their Soul to One.
Just as One Sacred Medicine Wheel includes Four Colors so too be the Medicine each human needs for what helps a child be not always what will help an adult. As the human body grows so too does it change. As the human form experiences more human things so too does the human mind change. Watch the children play and observe their interaction for the children care not of the skin color or any so called defect in their playmates. The children simply want to play and enjoy. Watch the elders interact with the children such as how grandparents be with grandchildren. The grandparents tend to be more affectionate and attentive with their grandchildren than they were with their own children. This be because of these Four Seasons of human existence. Most Elders return to this newborn innocence which be why there be such their connection. They can relate better with each the other.
You say you be lost, lost. Haaaaaaaaa! How can that be when you know with your heart and soul exactly where you be? This I say to You Beloved: Lost you truly be not! You allow your mind to wander and at times your feet follow your mind. You see a forest yet do not enjoy the view of each leaf or One Wind that blows and moves the trees. You see the Sun yet choose not feel the warmth radiating upon you. Your Soul be partially disconnected from your physical self. Your Soul wanders next to You, attempting to reconnect. This be the case with many humans for too this has been a human experience of Mine. The only way to change the view be for you to change your view of things.
Should you truly desire to fully reconnect your Soul with your physical self, allow One to be your guide. When you say yes of your free will, then I AM able to assist you only when you desire such. For now the one thing you can do to help reconnect be to ground your feet with Earth for then you shall truly feel One Essence One Energy as I AM for you be as a tree with roots exposed, with roots uprooted, looking for a place to plant yourself. Once you be grounded and aligned you will understand much. Or you can stay where you be, filled with the skepticism and sarcasm of which you embrace that stems from your experiences in human form. You were not born skeptic and sarcastic. You became such because you embrace such. And So Be It.
Your view that One has negativity with those who channel be somewhat correct. One has no appreciation for those who channel incorrectly; for those who channel to make a name for themselves; for those who selfishly channel to profit without giving back to other Creation including humanity. One has no appreciation for those who channel Energy deceivingly disguised as One to pass on to humans false information that creates further separation and rift among humans. One has no appreciation for the greed, corruption, selfishness, manipulation, and abuse of humans and all creation brought through to this World by those who channel incorrectly. One truly has no appreciation for those who channel and confuse One Energy One Essence to be as theirs and run around screaming "Look at me! I am He! I am She! I am Them!" There be only One and One I AM.
Only True Shamans who work with One Light Energy receive true knowledge and wisdom as do the Elders and only those channelers who channel correctly.
I AM as I AM, Beloved. Feel free to name One as you wish for too this be as your ancestors did with their free will. Yet remember always: Your acceptance or any human acceptance be not as important for One focus be on preparation of those peoples of All Colors to return to the Natural Way of Life that was stolen from their ancestors, stolen from them, stolen from your ancestors, stolen from you. All that was stolen shall be returned to the children. The True Natural Wau of Life One brought forth many many moons ago and One Beloved Lakota Tribe be One of Few who remember and continue to hold Sacred One Ways. Yet first, One World must be cleansed as the field must first be properly plowed to prepare the Land for the seed to grow healthy. A properly prepared field yields an abundance and fruitful harvest. And So Be It.