Well it is about politics, to ebrace old teachings, is expulsion, I will in all reality probably face, a new law within cowlitz called sensering or something like that basically banishment from all tribal activities and events,for engaging in exposing a fraud, it has been used on many of us that fought the current admin in cowlitz for their positions and practices. It is conveneint for the council to have a methodist minister turned indian religion, glean some old info, add his own and/or others info to it, stand all that in front of the public, and work this belief system as it suits the political agendas, it works well for some to incorporate christian religion with old cowlitz or sit in meetings and watch catholic priests proclaim cowlitz as a catholic tribe, it's easy to swallow and conveniant for some,,, not me and a few of us,,,,,, some have just turned their head away.. the battle and hurt within ourselves is huge, so many that really know just go on about thier bussiness. This allows the tribal party lineup to walk in and serve their agenda backed by a self proclaimed medicine man,,, make sense? For instance last year I sat and listened to Roy give an old story about fox and coyote, both of the stories were correct as I know but he also gave an interpetation calling the people that opposed the cowlitz casino project like coyote, not to be trusted etc... and the cowlitz council like the fox, wise etc.. and instructed the people to trust their wise council-----I wanted to puke,,, but we have went through so much infighting that many people do not know real old Cowltiz people, their ways and how they see the world, their is truly a difference between seniors and elders,,,,very few if any ELDERS of cowlitz are still about,,, alota seniors. With no disrespect to either, but people that speak their old language, heal others in their old ways know their stories of origin etc.... are able to bring an understanding that may have but all been lost already but for a few, no, it's easy to read a book, go out on sunday dance around a circle call it good,,, It is truly a hard life to live, a life of giving and sacrifice to embrace old Cowlitz ways.....There are many who will know who I am by posting this for this group, but today I was again encouraged by a senior brother to speak out on this subject,,,so I have, twice now today I hope this helps some of you, there was a man, I new his grandaughter, she spoke her language, she weaved her baskets, she would turn her basket away, so you could'nt steal her design if she saw you that way, she was an Elder, she told me of her grandfather, how he helped his son one day who was working in the hot sun outside, he took some water out of the river here and made a ball of water and rolled it across the river and into the field where it broke apart and spilled upon the ground, he said maybe that will help cool my son this hot day, shortly it started raining,,,her grandfather didn't make big show or ask for money, he just helped,,,, that is old Cowlitz,,,that was her grandfather, she was my grandmother..... Roy when you read this, and you will, it's time for you to roll water and help for helps sake, or sit down and stop hurting people, you know of whom I am,,, thats enough...HOIT>>>